Fourth Sunday After Pentecost
Psalm 89:1-4, 15-19
Dear fellow ministers of the gospel of Jesus Christ,
grace and peace to you from the one who welcomes us. Amen
Today we have a very short gospel text
where the word welcome
is repeated over and over.
Now when we hear this word
we perk up a bit because “welcome”
is such an important concept in Christianity,
particularly because we are called
to keep expanding the community
Sharing the message of Christ
Growing the community
So when we hear this passage
as Professor Rolf Jacobson remarks
we hear it as a command.
We place ourselves in the role of the welcomers
who will receive the reward that Jesus is talking about
and yet when we back up
and look at the whole passage that this little chunk of gospel is a part of,
we realize that rather than a command,
this passage is a promise
and the disciples are not the ones who will be doing the welcoming,
rather they will be the welcomed.
Our gospel for today
comes at the end of what is known as The Missionary Discourse,
we’ve heard parts of it over the past two weeks.
Jesus summons his twelve disciples,
gives them power over unclean spirits
and then he sends them out
instructing them to travel light,
not to pack extra sandals or clothes
not even food.
as they travel they are to proclaim the good news
that the kingdom of God has come near
and to rely on the hospitality
of those they encounter for their livelihood,
it’s a very vulnerable position
and Jesus tells them up front
that it’s not going to be easy,
“see I am sending you out like sheep into the midst of wolves” he tells them,
and predicts that they will be beaten and driven out of towns
that the message they bring will divide families,
that as disciples they are to take up the cross
and in following Jesus expecting to lose their lives,
but do not be afraid Jesus tells them,
this is something bigger than just yourselves
and at the very end, our gospel for today,
Jesus promises that despite all the hardships
the disciples can expect
there will be those they encounter
who will welcome them and take care of them
and in doing so these people they encounter
are welcoming Jesus and his father.
The disciples represent the full presence
of the one who sends them.
Those who welcome the disciples
are the ones who will receive the reward.
Jesus’ call to discipleship
is first and foremost a call to vulnerability,
to dependence on others,
a call to be present with others,
to accept their hospitality
and in that way bring the presence of God.
Now this is a very different picture of discipleship
and even evangelism than we are used to,
we’re used to being on the action end of things,
of going out and making things happen
Of doing things for people,
which sometimes turns into doing things to people,
We generally think it’s others
who are supposed to accept our message
and way of doing things.
But that’s not what Jesus tells the disciples,
he tells them simply, go and be among people,
to offer the message of the kingdom of God
and to expect that most people will reject it and you,
but some will receive it and you,
and that makes the whole thing worthwhile.
This is a hard for message for us
who are so individualistic,
who love to depend on ourselves,
who like to make things happen,
but sometimes it just doesn’t work that way.
of mind, of way of being
takes the small everyday presence of many people.
I’ve experienced this a little bit myself,
as a woman pastor.
This week marked the 50th anniversary of the ordination of women
in the predecessor bodies of the ELCA
and it took ten more years before a woman of color was ordained.
The big decision was made 50 years ago
but the culture didn’t change overnight,
it took years of my foremothers serving
to get to the place where I could pursue ordination
without my gender being the primary focus of my resume.
And yet along the way
there have been reminders
that it was not always so,
my seminary was built in the 1960s,
they didn’t anticipate female students,
so on the main classroom floor
while the men’s bathroom was just across the hall
the women’s bathroom was tucked back in a corner
by the office section,
and not all denominations ordain women,
I’ve been in some places
where I’ve been the first female clergy that people have encountered
and they haven’t quite known what to do with me,
especially on CPE where most of the patients in the hospital
were either Baptist or Catholic,
I often got ‘are you a nun?’ and ‘what do I call you? Mother?’
And I would tell them what to call me
And go on with my job.
My presence a stronger argument than any words
For women serving as pastors.
Some interactions are not so mild,
one of my friends,
upon meeting a new colleague out in the community,
(she wasn’t wearing clergy attire at the time,)
introduced herself and was treated warmly
but as soon as she got to the part
where she explained that she was the new pastor
the colleague withdrew his hand from the handshake
and refused to acknowledge her existence,
but her presence in that community
was a living testament to what the colleague rejected.
Jesus gives each of the disciples gifts
then sends them out to be the presence of God wherever they go.
Jesus gives each of us gifts
and calls us to be the presence of God wherever we go,
discipleship, evangelism is a way of life,
it’s not something we do on Sunday mornings
or at special times
and then go back to doing whatever we want,
who we are, how we live,
the way we treat others
all show those around us what it means,
for us at least,
to be in relationship with God
and when our actions fail to reflect the ways of God
One of the major critiques of religion
is the hypocrisy of those who practice it imperfectly.
People notice how we live
And yet if the expectation to live perfectly sounds impossible,
you’d be correct,
no matter how hard we try
we will never be perfect,
God knows this
which is why God offers us grace
in Christ who is perfect,
Offering forgiveness when we mess up and confess and repent,
allowing us the chance to grow in faith and life with God,
sending others into our lives,
to bring the presence of God
with their own God given gifts
To bring the kingdom of God near to us.
this is the life that Jesus calls us to live,
lives that give witness to the grace of God
who receives us as we are
and who encourages us to witness
to the kingdom of God with our whole selves
even as we are called to grow and be changed
by the witness of others we encounter along the way.
Rather than attempted perfection
I think the opportunity for forgiveness
and the commitment to growth, to do better
is a much more compelling way of life
The grace of God sets us free from the need to be perfect
and the accompanying fear of failure
The grace of God calls us to be vulnerable
To dare to be the presence of God
And to allow others
to be the presence of God ,
with their own God given gifts, to us
And Jesus knows that at times this is difficult
that some we encounter will expect perfection immediately,
or will reject the message of grace,
That in the process of living this way
we will lose our lives,
the lives where we’ve always done it this way,
but in losing our lives we will find new life,
and God promises
that there will be people along the way who will welcome us,
and encourage us,
even if it’s as simple as offering us a cold cup of water.
All this is possible because Christ first welcomes us,
And sends us out.
The kingdom of God has come near. Amen
3rd Sunday After Pentecost
Psalm 69:7-10, 16-18
Dear fellow ministers of the gospel of Jesus Christ,
grace and peace to you
from the one who calls us
to take up the cross and follow him. Amen
Jesus does not hold back in our gospel for today
as he teaches about discipleship,
what it truly means to follow him.
to be a disciple says Jesus
means uncovering the things
that society would rather keep secret,
it means that some will want to do bodily harm to you,
that families will be divided,
That you will lose your life.
Jesus clearly wasn’t working with a PR firm
on his marketing for recruiting disciples.
It is not an attractive picture he paints
and I’ll admit in the past I’ve struggled with this passage.
And yet this year,
in the midst of all that is going on in our society and world,
I found this passage oddly comforting.
perhaps because the world is so uncomfortable now
and at its heart the gospel is meant to comfort the distressed
and to disturb the comfortable
And my life is generally speaking, comfortable.
But Jesus knows
that in the way of the world
comfort of one individual or group is achieved
at the expense of another individual or group
and the systems that are comfortable
will fight to the death to preserve their comfort.
Jesus has come to bring abundant life for all
And that means dismantling the systems that oppress people.
And the first step in that
is to bring out into the open
the things those in power would rather cover up.
“For nothing is covered up that will not be uncovered, and nothing secret that will not become known. What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered proclaim from the housetops”
We are in a time of uncovering right now,
what was remarkable about George Flyod’s death
was sadly not the way he was treated
but that it was recorded for all to see.
The holiday Juneteenth
has been observed since 1866
and yet many people are only learning about it this year
Scholars and epidemiologists have studied for years
in preparation for a global pandemic
and now after the proverbial horse has escaped the barn
the results of their studies are being widely disseminated.
And while it may be uncomfortable
for those of us hearing about these things for the first time,
imagine the relief of those who have known all along
who have been reduced to whispering in the past
that now are able to proclaim from the housetops.
Jesus lets us know
that no matter how hard we try to avoid certain topics of conversation,
they will eventually be brought out into the open,
and that is liberating, for everyone.
What we are experiencing is the next step on the arc toward the liberation of all.
And Jesus knows that this will divide people.
That’s what Jesus means when he says
“Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth, I have not come to bring peace, but a sword.”
The liberating message of Jesus
has two edges, law and gospel,
the law to show us how we have fallen short
and the gospel to comfort,
and actually these two are often the same message,
how it is understood depends on who hears them,
for those who have been comfortable at the expense of others
Jesus’ message of liberation will sound like law,
for those who have been oppressed
the message will sound like gospel, good news.
Jesus says that to be a disciple
we must take the side of the oppressed,
This is what the call to take up the cross means
the cross, was an instrument of state terror
designed to make a horrifically painful example
of anyone who tried to defy the empire,
Those who were crucified were killed
Because they were seen as a threat to the status quo
A threat to the comfort of those in power.
This is what it means to be a disciple of Jesus
To openly talk about the secrets of society
To take the side of the oppressed
To take on the powers of the world.
Why would we want to be a disciple?
Because to be a disciple
Also means that we are known and valued by God
Jesus knows his message is difficult,
three times in this passage he says do not be afraid
and in the end affirms the value of each individual disciples,
“even the hairs of your head are all counted, so do not be afraid.”
to be a part of the Jesus movement
is to be a part of something much larger than yourself
and at the same time be known and valued for your own individual gifts and talents,
and it is because we are so valued
that we are able to take risks for others.
Paul picks up a variation on this theme in his letter to the Romans.
Writing looking back through the lens of the crucifixion and resurrection
He says “Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? Therefore we have been buried with him by baptism into death, so that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, so we too might walk in newness of life...The death he died, he died to sin, once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God. So you also must consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus.”
Christ died and rose for us
To set us free from sin
being turned in on ourselves,
taking care of our own comfort at the expense of others.
In relation to God
the matter of sin has been taken care of by Jesus
but just because God forgives us
does not mean that we keep sinning
rather it means that we try to live without sin
and this is a daily struggle.
This is the essence of the baptismal life
The daily dying to sin
And rising to new life in Christ
All because God has unequivocally claimed us.
Today happens to be my baptism birthday,
33 years ago my parents brought me to the font
And God claimed me.
While it’s hard to believe
that that baby needed to be forgiven for anything,
what that moment did was start a lifelong journey
to live a life bigger than myself
and sometimes that means
setting aside my own comfort and security for the sake of others
just as Jesus set aside his own comfort and security
as he went to the cross for the sake of the whole world.
This is Jesus’ call to all of us,
to face discomfort, division and fear,
not because it might save us,
but that it might save someone else.
Jesus expects this of us
because it is exactly what Jesus himself did
but we do this
secure in the fact that we are known by God,
who values us and knows every last detail about us,
down to the number of hairs on our head.
We are in a moment in time
where we are being called to set aside our own comfort
and act for the sake of others
whether it is wearing a mask in public,
or taking the time to learn about
how the sin of racism infects the ways of the world,
challenging the powers that say some are more valuable than others.
And we are up for the challenge
Not because we are particularly brave
But because we are so thoroughly loved by God. Amen
2nd Sunday After Pentecost
Dear fellow ministers of the gospel of Jesus Christ,
grace and peace to you from the one who dared to die for us. Amen
Welcome to the time after pentecost,
often called ordinary time,
symbolized by the color green.
In this green season
our scriptures and prayers
will point us in the direction of growth,
growth in faith, in discipleship, in understanding,
in what it takes to build the kingdom of God.
And this season will stretch on and on,
for the next few months,
it will be fall before we see a color on the altar
other than green
and that too holds true to the theme of the season
because growth takes time.
And growth is difficult at times,
do you remember growing up,
when you hit a growth spurt
and literally felt growing pains,
aches in your bones as they stretched toward your full height?
In his letters
Paul writes to a church experiencing growing pains,
to many he writes of specific difficulties,
the Thessalonians were afraid of church members dying
before the return of Christ,
the Corinthians had all sorts of conflict
and it seems like he just missed the Philippians,
in his letter to the Romans,
Paul is writing to a church
that he has never met
but whom he wishes to visit,
and because he’s never met them,
and realizes that he might never meet them
he presents his rationale for the gospel in a more measured tone,
Jesus is the fulfillment of God’s promise to Abraham
and his main point
is that God does the work,
all Abraham did was trust in the promise, had faith.
For us, Jesus does all the work
and our role is to trust the promise, have faith.
That’s what is leading up to our reading for today
where Paul concludes: “Therefore, since we are justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have obtained access to this grace in which we stand; and we boast in our hope of sharing the glory of God.”
We have peace with God! Paul proclaims,
given our sinful and broken relationship with God
it would be reasonable (using human logic)
for God to want to even the score,
punish us, make us hurt in the same way we made God hurt
“But God proves his love for us in that while we were still sinners Christ died for us.”
God settled the score or however you want to put it,
and the end result
is that God has promised that through Christ
we will share in the glory of God.
We have been set free in our relationship with God
but that freedom does not absolve us of responsibilities,
rather it allows us to turn our attention
to the broken relationships of the world,
relationships that will insist that they are fine the way they are,
relationships that will resent and push back
against even the suggestion that they need to be examined,
which is why Paul says
that even as we boast in our hope of sharing the glory of God “we also boast in our sufferings”
(asking our pentecost question)
what does this mean?
What does this mean for us today?
What it means is that we have work to do,
examining the broken relationships in this world,
to acknowledge them, understand them
and work toward healing them.
Sadly there are many candidates for this work,
but at the forefront right now
is the relationship between the white community
and the black community within this country.
It is a relationship that is broken
and has been broken for hundreds of years,
and it is also one that some will insist is fine
and will resent even the call to examine the relationship.
But this is exactly what Jesus has set us free to do,
it is what he did and calls us to do,
to go to the places that are hurting and in need of good news.
We heard in our gospel
that as Jesus went around all the cities and villages
proclaiming the good news of the kingdom of God
he encountered whole crowds of people
that needed healing and hope
and “When he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, the harvest is plentiful but the laborers are few”
One person teaching and healing is not enough,
so Jesus sends the disciples out to do the same things
that he has just been doing,
and he knows it’s not going to be easy
or that everyone will receive their message
but that it is important work to be done
and he promises that whatever happens
they are loved and cared for by God,
they are free to take risks because God is their safety net.
We are free to take risks
since we are justified by faith,
we have peace with God,
which means that nothing can separate us from the love of God,
even if the work we do
in working on human relationships is difficult
and produces suffering,
but we know that “suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us.”
Hope does not disappoint us.
It may be hard to look around the world right now and have hope.
But that’s only if we confuse hope with optimism.
Optimism looks at all the hard and difficult things of the world
and says, ‘I don’t know how but it will all turn out okay.’
Hope takes a hard look at the realities,
the seemingly insurmountable obstacles,
and says ‘nevertheless I trust that there will be new life.’
This week in my reading
I came across a passage which speaks directly to this kind of hope,
I have returned to a book I read in seminary
“The Cross and the Lynching Tree” by James H. Cone,
a prominent black theologian,
reading it is part of my own work
examining the broken relationships in this world
and working to acknowledge them,
understand them and work toward healing them.
I invite you to join me in this work
and will in the near future be offering some ideas for how you can join me.
In one part Dr.Cone describes hope in the black experience
as expressed through the spiritual “Nobody Knows”
He says “The first three lines accent despair;
Nobody knows de trouble I’ve seen,
Nobody knows my sorrow.
Nobody knows de trouble I’ve seen,
But the last line accents hope with an exclamation:
“Nobody Knows” reaches the peak of despair in its repetition of the first line in the third.
African Americans did not doubt that their lives were filled with trouble...Trouble followed them everywhere, like a shadow they could not shake. But the ‘Glory Hallelujah’ in the last line speaks of hope that trouble would not sink them down into permanent despair...In another version of ‘Nobody Know,’ the dialectic of doubt and faith is expressed with a focus on Jesus’ solidarity with the one in trouble.
“Nobody knows the trouble I see,
Nobody knows but Jesus,
Nobody knows the trouble I see,
...In the second version of “Nobody Know,” the source of the hope is Jesus, for he is a friend who knows about the trouble of the little ones, and he is the reason for their ‘Hallelujah.’ His divine presence is the most important message about black existence.” (pg 20-21)
Hope is the belief
that the future will triumph over
the often seemingly insurmountable hardships of the present.
Jesus is the source of hope.
He had compassion on the crowds,
he pointed out and preached against a broken system
and for his trouble he was crucified on a cross
he rose from the dead on the third day,
he is new life in spite of death.
And he did it all for us,
his life and death and life again,
so that we too could have new life,
peace with God.
As we look around our world
and see the brokenness and suffering,
Jesus, who has set us free,
calls out to us, “the harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few”
and sends us out to work for new life
grounded in the hope of the resurrection,
the hope of Jesus.
Hope that does not disappoint. Amen
Holy Trinity Sunday
2 Corinthians 13:11-13
Dear fellow ministers of the gospel of Jesus Christ,
grace and peace to you from the community of God. Amen
Today is Holy Trinity Sunday,
it’s an odd little festival
that is crammed in between Pentecost
and the long stretch of ordinary time
that takes us to the end of the Church year
it’s odd because it is the only festival
that is dedicated to a doctrine or teaching of the church,
you see, the doctrine of the trinity,
the idea that God is one in three, three in one
doesn’t appear explicitly in the Bible.
We do hear the trinitarian formula
at the end of the gospel of Matthew,
we heard that just a moment ago,
but as a description rather than a teaching.
because while the math doesn’t work
and the concept is confusing,
how can God be one and three at the same time?
In the end we have found that the trinity
is the best description we can come up with
for our experience of God.
We have experienced and believe in God the creator,
the one who, as we heard in our first reading
created the heavens and the earth,
and we have experienced Jesus
who in the beginning was the Word
and the Word was with God and the word was God.
Jesus who told his disciples
that in seeing him they had seen the one who sent him,
who rose from the dead
and we have experienced the Holy Spirit,
the wind that swept over the waters at creation,
who descended upon Jesus at his baptism in the form of a dove,
the advocate who Jesus promised to send
who with a rush of wind
blew the disciples out into the streets
with tongues of fire above their head
and all the languages of the world
coming from their mouths,
We have experienced all three
and yet we believe that to experience each of these members of the trinity
is to fully experience one God,
the God of Abraham and Jacob,
the God of Moses who led the people out of slavery in Egypt to freedom in the promised land, the God who sent his son to once and for all redeem the world,
who promises to be with us to the end of the age.
Our one God is a community within Godself.
The various experiences of God
working together to become the full expression of God.
and yes how exactly that happens is a holy mystery,
when we try to explain every single aspect
we invariably get into trouble
because our explanations fall short of reality
but we know what we have experienced,
our God is communal.
Last week we talked about the beginning of the church
and how it is like a body, one body many members,
and the one body needs a diversity of parts to create the whole.
This week we discover that in a way
the same thing is true for God,
that even God needs diversity within unity to be whole.
So what does this mean?
(Remember our Pentecost question?)
What the trinity means for us
is that diversity is essential to existence,
even the existence of God.
The way God created the world
means that we need a diversity of people
to be whole as humanity.
We need people that look different
and think and move and communicate differently,
variety is a strength
and we will never be whole
while some differences are valued higher than others,
while some differences hold more power than others.
Until that is acknowledged
there will always be something missing in the experience of humanity.
That’s the march toward justice that we have seen break out,
the acknowledgment of pain of division and the desire to be whole.
What the trinity means
is that the lie of individuality is exposed,
our wellbeing is inextricably linked to the wellbeing of all
and when one person or group is hurting, we hurt too.
The same applies to our faith,
our faith is communal,
it grows and flourishes when in relationship with God and others,
and this is so because our God is a communal God.
What the trinity means
is that we are to set aside our own advantages and privileges
In our quest for the wellbeing of all
because we have a God who set aside the privileges of being God,
but took on flesh, and in the words of the Christ hymn from Philippians:
6who, though he was in the form of God,
did not regard equality with God
as something to be exploited,
7but emptied himself,
taking the form of a slave,
being born in human likeness.
And being found in human form,
8he humbled himself
and became obedient to the point of death --
even death on a cross.
9Therefore God also highly exalted him
and gave him the name
that is above every name,
10so that at the name of Jesus
every knee should bend,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
11and every tongue should confess
that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.
What the trinity means
is that we have a God who works in the world through us.
We heard in our gospel Jesus’ last words to the disciples his last command:
“Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything that I have commanded you.”
God comes into our lives and claims us
through the community of God,
the parents that bring the child to the font,
the sponsors and Sunday school teachers and classmates,
the people who gather together linked by their own baptisms.
What the trinity means
is that joined to God in baptism
we are never done learning,
the baptismal journey
is one whose whole length
is spent learning to obey the commands of God,
all summed up in the greatest commandment,
love the lord your god with all your heart and soul and strength and your neighbor as yourself.
And yes because we are always learning and growing
we will make mistakes along the way,
and when we do,
when we acknowledge our sins and repent,
we are forgiven and freed to continue to learn and grow
What the trinity means
is that in community with one another and God
we are never alone,
Jesus’ last words before he ascended were a promise:
“And remember, I am with you always to the end of the age.”
God the creator is with us always
in the diversity of creation that God made and called good.
Jesus the Son is with us always
in the Church, the body of Christ on earth,
The Holy Spirit is with us always,
blowing through our lives,
calling, gathering, enlightening and sending us in the world.
with us forever. Amen.
1 Corinthians 12:3-13
Dear fellow ministers of the gospel of Jesus Christ,
grace and peace to you
from the one who blows new life into our lives. Amen
It’s pentecost! The festival fifty days after Easter
when we celebrate the gift of the Holy Spirit
and the start of the church.
Each year I’m reminded of a song from my children’s choir days
- Mom you know exactly which one I’m talking about,
and yes my mom watches the worship videos online-
this pandemic has created avid youtubers out of moms of pastors all across the nation-
anyway the song went a little something like this:
Pentecost is happy birthday
Happy birthday to the church
When every single doubting Thomas
Comes alive with Jesus’ promise
That he would not leave them
In the lurch.
Now with the exception of the fact
that the song continues to smear the disciple Thomas’ character
for the sake of a rhyme
it’s a pretty good basic interpretation of the day.
We heard last week
how Jesus promised the disciples
the gift of the holy spirit
and commanded them to take his message to the ends of the earth
before ascending to the right hand of the father
and we just heard in our reading from acts,
how the spirit blew the disciples out into the streets,
each speaking in a different language
so that the people assembled from the ends of the earth
could understand their message
and later though it wasn’t part of our reading,
we are told about 3,000 people are baptized and join the disciples
and it is exciting and a great celebration
but it’s one that comes as the culmination of a long time of waiting and uncertainty.
We’re intimately familiar with those dual feelings aren’t we?
uncertainty coupled with waiting
and even if we are trusting in the promise of God to bring new life
it can be really hard to wait,
we get impatient,
or we imagine what the future will look like
which invariably ends up being unrealistic,
because we always imagine ourselves in the role of the hero,
we anticipate and hope that when our wait is over
and the spirit is on the move
that we will be like the disciples stepping forward to face the crowds
but the reality is that often when the Holy Spirit blows in new life,
it looks nothing like what we imagined
and in turn we are act more like the crowds than the disciples
Act tells us that the crowds
gathered by the commotion the disciples are making
are first astonished to hear the disciples
whose accents betray them as Galileans,
speaking in their own languages
and then they have one of two reactions
some in the crowd react with curiosity,
asking “What does this mean? But others sneered and said, "They are filled with new wine." Their response is to immediately dismiss what is happening
using the least generous possibility as an explanation,
and while it is amusing to hear Peter protest
that the disciples are not drunk because it is only 9am
think about how the disciples felt,
here they are receiving the long awaited gift from God,
and some immediately dismiss them because they are disturbed.
That’s the thing about the Holy Spirit,
as new and exciting as it is, the new life it brings
is coupled with the potential for destruction,
the potential exists even in the way the arrival of the spirit is described,
with a sound like the rush of a violent wind,
and as tongues of fire,
out here we know the power of wind
and what it can do to trees and structures that seem strong in one moment
and in the next are torn apart.
Fire, used for cooking and heating,
is always only one spark away from destruction.
We also know that giving birth
Even in the best of circumstances,
is painful and dangerous and full of uncertainty
Until the first breath is taken and even after.
When we are faced with the arrival of the Holy Spirit,
New life and all the comes with it to bring it into the world
we are faced with two options:
to dismiss the strange things before us
with pat explanations that demean those through whom the spirit is working,
or we can approach with curiosity,
to ask the question: What does this mean?
To take the time to listen to the ones who like Peter
stand up and offer an explanation,
to explore what others have experienced leading up to this moment
That makes new life necessary
to seek out those who have visions and dreams for the future,
those who can help us imagine ourselves in that future,
those whose faith remains unshaken even as we are unsure.
In short, faced with the work of the holy spirit
we need the help of the gifts of the spirit
that Paul describes in our reading from 1 Corinthians,
gifts that the spirit has distributed as she sees fit
and never all in one person,
when we need the gifts of the spirit
we need the community.
We need the people who are wise,
and the ones that are knowledgeable,
we need the ones that get things done,
and the ones who are good at figuring out what we need to do,
we need those who prophesy
and those who translate that prophesy into a vision for the future.
“All these are activated by one and the same Spirit, who allots to each one individually just as the Spirit chooses. For just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ. For in the one Spirit we were all baptized into one body- Jews or Greeks, slaves or free- and we were all made to drink of one spirit.”
We are united in the spirit
but Unity in the spirit doesn’t erase our individual identities,
in fact we need people to be different
so that we all can be whole
Paul continuing with his body analogy later says “If the whole body were an eye, where would the hearing be? If the whole body were hearing, where would the sense of smell be? But as it is, God arranged the members in the body, each one of them, as he chose. If all were a single member, where would the body be? As it is, there are many members, yet one body.”
and what keeps a whole body alive?
Breath, the spirit.
The common theme running through the major upheavals in our world right now
is lack of breath,
COVID19 is a sickness of the lungs,
the people who die are those whose lungs are so compromised
that they are no longer able to breathe.
George Floyd could not breathe,
his airway cut off by another person
and he is not the first to have uttered those words
in a similar circumstance.
Those seeking new life for other
Have their breath taken from them
By those who want things to stay the same.
Our world needs breath,
needs the spirit,
even as we are made aware
that we are members of a community,
that our health and wellbeing
are tied up in the health and well being of our neighbors,
the ones next door,
across the country,
and around the world.
The world needs the spirit,
and I believe that the spirit is at work,
bringing new life,
even, especially if it is life like we haven’t imagined,
and the work of the spirit,
like a strong wind,
will be unsettling,
even for those of us who long for the new life that the spirit brings.
And when faced with the work of the Holy Spirit,
we have two options: curiosity or dismissiveness.
We can dismiss the need
for finding new ways for common life
that enable the health of all,
we can dismiss the protests
using whatever pat explanation comes to mind.
Or we can ask:
What does this mean?
And listen with an open heart and an open mind
to those, who like Peter,
have the gifts of the spirit
that allow them to explain the long history leading up to this point,
who show us why this is a moment
that should not be dismissed but paid attention to.
And it may be hard to hear
what the Peters in our midst have to say,
and at each point when we feel discomfort,
a sign that the spirit is working by the way,
we once again have two options:
we can dismiss it
or we can ask what does this mean?
And move further down the path toward new life
and as we go down this path,
we will never be alone
because we have been given the gift of the spirit
who is as close to us as the breath in our lungs,
who is there to unsettle us when we need to be unsettled
and to comfort us when we need to be comforted
who activates in each of us gifts,
who works in our lives through the gifts others share
who gathers us together in community to wonder together: what does this mean?
If you are feeling the moving of the spirit,
If you ever want someone to wonder with
and ask the hard questions,
know that I am available to wonder and question with you,
because this is something that we don’t do alone
and if we can’t ask the hard questions in the church,
where can we ask them?
Pentecost is happy birthday
Happy birthday to the church.
What does this mean?
It means the start of something new,
something unsettling and comforting at the same time,
it means God is with us
and God is sending us.
It means Jesus keeps his promises. Amen
Seventh Sunday in Easter
Alleluia Christ is Risen!
Christ is risen indeed Alleluia!
Well, here we are, at the end of the Easter season,
our celebration of the resurrection
was a bit quieter than what we’re traditionally used to
but perhaps more poignant
for the much needed message of hope,
the proclamation of Jesus’ ultimate victory over death.
We’ve heard how Jesus appeared to the disciples
giving them what they needed to believe
and reminding them of all that he had taught them,
and we’ve heard once again,
of Jesus’ promise
that he will not leave us orphaned
but send an advocate,
the holy spirit to show us the way,
and now here on our last sunday in Easter
we hear of Jesus’ ascension,
his return to heaven and the right hand of the Father
as we confess in the words of the Apostle’s Creed,
we confess this
but I don’t think the ascension is one of the parts of Jesus’ life
that we think about all that often,
in fact, why mention it at all?
As it turns out,
which some smart alec online defined as
“when Jesus started working from home”
is crucial for the spread of the good news of Jesus Christ.
While it seems counter intuitive,
Jesus has to leave
so that the work of the church can begin.
Luke tells us
how after appearing to the disciples in several ways,
Jesus finally gathers the disciples together,
reminds them of all that he taught them
while he was with them,
opens their minds to understand
that he is the fulfillment of the scriptures,
“that because he rose on the third day, repentance and forgiveness of sins is to be proclaimed in [Jesus’] name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem.”
and that they are the ones who will be making those proclamations
Jesus reminds the disciples
“You are witnesses of these things.”
the life, death, resurrection and now ascension of Jesus.
Witnesses who now have the responsibility
to share what they have seen and heard with all nations,
of course Jesus will give them the gift of the Holy Spirit to help,
though that comes next week,
first though Jesus has to leave,
and with a final blessing he is carried into heaven,
the disciples return to the temple blessing God
and soon, next week,
the holy spirit will blow them out into the street,
to share what they have seen with all the nations,
and this wouldn’t be possible without Jesus leaving,
as long as Jesus is around,
he will be the center of attention,
ascending to the Father, fulfills the scriptures
and gives the disciples space
to live out the mission he has given them.
Because let’s be honest,
as humans we tend to get distracted by the physical,
by what is before us,
what we can hold on to,
in Acts the disciples stare heavenward as Jesus ascends
and two men in white
(indicating that they are messengers of God)
come alongside them
and ask why they keep staring up to heaven
when what is important is before them on earth,
Jesus will come back
they remind the disciples
but until then you’ve got work to do,
the work of becoming the Church,
the people of God on earth who,
in relationship with God and partnership of the holy spirit,
grow in their own faith even as they share the hope of Jesus.
This is what Paul reminds the Ephesians of in his letter to them,
a new community in Christ
who heard of Jesus through Paul
who is now encouraging them from afar,
giving thanks to God for them in their growing relationship with God
and reminding them that while Jesus is the head of the church,
they are the hands and feet of the body of Christ
their presence in the world is how Christ works now.
In sharing the good news and loving the neighbor
the Ephesians bring Christ into the midst of their community.
How they do it will be different than the Philippians,
or the Corinthians or the believers in Jerusalem
because of the differences in community,
and that is okay because different communities have different needs
and ways of doing things
but they are all valuable members of the body of Christ.
Wherever there are people whose hope is in Christ,
who look to God for wisdom and understanding,
who listen to the holy spirit that calls us to love and serve our neighbor,
that is where the church is,
that is Jesus present in the world.
And Jesus needed to ascend to the father for this to happen,
it’s like giving kids progressively more independence as they grow up,
as care givers we still direct and encourage
but they need the space to learn to do things on their own.
Jesus being physically separate
creates the space the disciples need
to do the work set out for them,
and with the help of the promised holy spirit
they will take Jesus’ message to the ends of the earth.
And sure, sometimes our attention gets stuck in one direction for awhile
but that is when Jesus sends messengers to redirect our focus,
To see once again
all the people who need to hear of the hope of Christ,
who need a living community
one that adapts to the times and challenges
while proclaiming the timeless message of Christ,
and with the eyes our our hearts enlightened
our hope is renewed
and we work to become a community
that reaches out to the forgotten that need to be remembered
and the hungry that need to be fed,
the lonely that need a friend,
in these acts great and small
whether it is one person or a whole multitude
the church is present
and that means Christ is present.
Today as we reflect on the ascension of Jesus to his father,
we are reminded that distance,
whether it is physical like what we’ve been practicing
or Jesus ascending to his father
is sometimes what is needed for growth,
for new life
and that often the new life that emerges
is even more powerful than what existed before,
because it means that more are empowered.
You are witnesses to these things,
you have heard repentance and forgiveness of sins in Jesus’ name,
you have the gift of the holy spirit.
YOU are the church. Amen
Sixth Sunday in Easter
1 Peter 3:13-22
Alleluia Christ is Risen!
Christ is Risen Indeed Alleluia!
We are still in the season of Easter,
celebrating the resurrection of Jesus from the dead,
but even as we celebrate
our texts are starting to turn us toward the ascension
when Jesus returns to his Father
and the bodily resurrection appearances stop,
leaving the disciples wondering,
where is God?
Where is God?
I think this is a question that we’ve all asked
at some point in our lives,
whether in the depths of sorrow
or simply musing about the meaning of life,
in fact, how we answer the question
is impacted by who we say God is.
In our reading from Acts,
Paul is traveling,
telling all he meets of Jesus,
when he comes to Athens
he encounters multiple ideas of gods,
each with their own places of worship,
images, and spheres of influence
and though he considers them all idols
he recognizes that the Athenians are very religious
that they have covered all their bases
by even erecting an alter “to an unknown God”
a God without image or idol,
and Paul grasps on to this imageless God,
I know who this God is
Paul tells the people,
this God that you consider unknown,
possibly in part
because you have not been able to come up with an image,
is the God who made the world and everything in it,
God who rules the heavens and the earth
and who created all people
doesn’t live in a shrine
or need the sacrifices of humans,
God cannot be contained in precious metals
or even in the imagination of mortals
because God is so much bigger than all that,
and though this makes it seem like God is far away
and that we humans have to search for God
God is never far from us
“for in him we live and move and have our being”
we are offspring of God,
Paul tells the crowds,
which means we are in relationship with God,
God the creator of heaven and earth is a relational God,
found in relationships rather than places.
Which is good news
because it means that we are not tied to any particular place
for the worship of God
but it does mean that we need to maintain relationships,
with other people whom God works through,
and maintaining these relationships
leads to regular places of gathering.
God is not tied to these buildings and locations
and yet it is undeniable
that there are particular places
where we feel closer to God,
where the veil seems thinner somehow
and we seem to more easily slip into the presence of the divine,
and separation from these places is not to be taken lightly
because they play such a role
in maintaining our relationship with God.
I found one of those places in college,
at Gustavus there is an arboretum attached to campus,
with a variety of walking paths,
sometimes it seemed like the only place
for an introvert to go
to get away from all the people on a residential campus.
There was a particular stone I’d go to and sit on
and talk to God,
pour out the anxieties and troubles of my late teens and early twenties
and there I felt the presence of God.
When I graduated and moved away,
I was surprised by the ache I felt deep within
at being separated from that sacred space.
It made me think of the Native Americans,
whose spirituality is so closely tied to the land
and who were forcibly removed from their sacred spaces
and the ache that they still feel generations later.
Even if we acknowledge that God is greater than a single space or image,
we humans still search for more solid connections to God,
whether it is a place, a building, a community,
or something else,
and when we find one of these connections
we hold on for dear life.
The disciples in our gospel
have found one of those connections in Jesus,
in fact Jesus has told the disciples
that in seeing him they have seen the father,
to see Jesus is to see God.
and yet now Jesus is telling them
that he must go away,
that they will no longer see him.
And the disciples are understandably feeling some trepidation,
if they can no longer see Jesus,
they will no longer be able to see God
and then where will God be?
It’s hard not to feel like they’re being abandoned.
And Jesus knows this
and promises the disciples “I will not leave you orphaned”
he’s using the language of relationship,
Jesus’ going away is necessary
but he reassures the disciples
that it doesn’t mean the end of a relationship with God
it will just take another form:
“I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate, to be with you forever. This is the Spirit of truth.... You know him, because he abides with you, and he will be in you.”
The gift of the spirit,
received at our baptisms
means that God is always with us,
is as close to us as the breath we take,
even when we feel separated from God,
God is there residing in us,
advocating for us.
I don’t think we often think of God this way,
even as we acknowledge the gift of the spirit
we still think of God as separate
and far off
and it takes a moment where the spirit makes herself very clear
before we feel the intimacy of God,
for the disciples this happened at Pentecost,
for the rest of us it happens at different times,
perhaps in a special place, through prayer
or in the course of everyday life,
often it happens at times when life has changed in some way
and we are feeling separate from God
that’s when God, through the spirit,
reminds us that God is with us.
We are in a time of change right now,
whether it be anticipated
like the graduation from high school or other life events,
or because of what is going on in the world around us,
we may be feeling separated from God,
but Jesus is with us
sending the gift of the holy spirit,
keeping the promise that he made to the disciples
“because I live, you also will live.”
Christ is alive, Alleluia
Where is God?
Right here with us. Amen
Fifth Sunday in Easter
Psalm 31:1-5, 15-16
1 Peter 2:2-10
Alleluia Christ is Risen!
Christ is Risen indeed, alleluia.
This week our psalm really caught me,
the image of the psalmist
who has taken refuge in God
seemed to speak to our time
when “shelter in place” and “stay at home”
have become everyday phrases,
the psalmists’ crying out to God
“deliver me” in one breath
and “my times are in your hand” in the next
capturing the multiple emotions that envelope us.
As I mulled over the images,
I wondered what images we might use today
and so as an exercise I paraphrased our psalm for today,
seeking to use the images and emotions of 2020,
and here is what I came up with:
In you God I take refuge
Keep me from acting out of selfishness.
Listen to me!
Be my home
That I may shelter in place in you.
For you are where I retreat to safety.
You hold me like the cushions of my couch.
Take me out of the net of fear
That has been woven around us,
For you are my truth.
Into your care I comment by body and spirit
That you created, called good, and redeemed.
Time is in your hands
Save me from fear, anxiety,
Inadequacy, lethargy, numbness
And from the ones who want me to feel this way.
Shine on me like the springtime sun
That each year
Coaxes bare branches back to life.
Part of the power of the psalms
and why we turn to them for comfort
is that they hold so true to life,
contained within many psalms
are both cries of lament
where the psalmist feels abandoned by God,
and in the next breath
proclamations of trust in that same God,
in these seemingly contradictory emotions
we see our own experience reflected,
the times in our lives
where many things are true
even things that seem to be in opposition,
and we see this in psalm 31 today,
the first part a cry of the heart
and the second part reliance on God
in the midst of the unknown,
and both are true at the same time,
And that’s one thing that I think
will help us get through this time of laments and unknowns
the realization that we don’t have to be on one end of the spectrum
or the other,
we can both and,
We can both want to see the whole way before us
and trust that God will guide us,
we can be concerned about the health of our community
and concerned about the health of the economy,
we can both understand why it is important
that large gatherings not take place
and grieve the loss of connection and communal observations,
high school seniors can be both excited to be graduating
and sad that it won’t take place in the traditional way.
In times of turmoil,
we so desperately want to know what’s coming next
that we often grab onto one image of the future
and that is all that we can see,
even though there may be many different options.
That’s the place that the disciples are in
in our gospel for today,
Jesus is on the way to the cross
and is trying to prepare his disciples,
he has told them what is going to happen,
that he will be crucified, die and on the third day rise again
but they are holding on to their own image
of what the messiah will do,
come in as a military leader and wipe out the Romans,
Jesus knows that they will be sorely disappointed
and tries to give them another idea of what is to come..
“Do not let your hearts be troubled.” he tells them
“believe in God, believe also in me”
belief in God is the antidote to the troubled heart,
and he knows that their hearts are troubled
and they are wondering where do we go from here?
And so he paints a picture for them,
of his father’s house,
a place with many rooms,
enough rooms for everyone,
and Jesus is going to prepare a place for all of them,
he’ll go and come back
and go again
but where ever he is,
the disciples know that there is a place for them.
ever the practical one
says this all sounds great Jesus
but we don’t know the way,
how will we get there?
and Jesus responds,
“I am the way and the truth and the life”
which is not really what Thomas was looking for,
he wanted something along the lines of
go north for five miles until you reach a tree, then turn left,
that kind of thing.
But Jesus doesn’t give directions like that,
his answers to questions are not easy
but they are backed up by the promise of abundant life.
In his I Am statements,
Jesus is proclaiming that he is one with the father,
when the disciples see Jesus, they see God.
So where do we go from here?
In this time where many things are true
and many things are unknown
we cling to Jesus, the way,
who promises us abundant life
and since, unlike the disciples,
we are hearing this teaching after the resurrection,
we know that Jesus keeps his promises,
that he has been through our ultimate fear, death,
and come out the other side
and promises that we will do the same,
guided by him, the way.
This is not an easy answer,
it doesn’t lay out every single step that we will take,
like we might wish,
but it does give us something to hold on to,
Jesus the way, the truth and the life,
who promises to be with us
and guide us all along the way,
who holds us when we are afraid
and comforts us in the face of the unknown,
who brings us to life everlasting. Amen
Fourth Sunday in Easter
1 Peter 2:19-25
Alleluia! Christ is Risen!
Christ is Risen Indeed, Alleluia!
Today, the fourth Sunday in Easter,
has the unofficial title of Good Shepherd Sunday
as there are sheep and shepherds
all over our readings for today.
as the Good Shepherd
is one of the most common images all throughout the scriptures
and has caught the imagination of many
particularly those who love Psalm 23.
But what does it mean to call Jesus a good shepherd?
Well, what does a shepherd do?
They take care of the sheep.
At text study this week
(done over zoom of course)
we were discussing sheep,
and how well
they aren’t very bright
and if Jesus is the shepherd
that means we are the sheep,
one colleague suggested
that people might be offended
by being associated with such dim creatures,
while another pointed out
that when she looked at her life
she identified with the sheep,
always getting into scrapes
and needing to be rescued by the shepherd,
and her point is hard to deny,
even at our smartest and best intentioned
we humans have a way of getting into situations
where we at least need a little help to get out of,
even if we insist that we don’t at the beginning,
by the end we realize that we have need of a shepherd.
That same colleague mentioned the story of Shrek the Sheep
as an example of this.
It’s been a few years since Shrek was in the news
but Shrek was a sheep in New Zealand
who decided that he didn’t want to be sheared,
and so he escaped,
and hid from his shearers for six years,
by hiding in caves,
which I think is one of the funnier parts of the story.
Now Shrek was a kind of sheep
that was bred for the production of wool,
without a shave his wool kept growing and growing,
when they finally caught him
he looked like a giant cotton ball with a nose and feet.
I’ll post a picture and a link to his story
along with the video of worship
and when they sheared him,
his fleece weighed 60 pounds
and contained enough material to make suits for 20 large men.
Now Shrek may have thought he was free
and hiding would ensure that,
but the longer he hid from the shepherds
the more weight he had to carry around.
Imagine the freedom he felt
when he finally had a haircut after six years!
We humans are often like Shrek the sheep,
there are times when despite the good care our shepherd is taking of us
that we feel like we could be freeer on our own,
and off we go,
we don’t need a shepherd we insist,
hey look a nice comfy cave we can hide out in,
and at first it may seem like fun and freedom,
but as time goes on
we find that there are things we can’t do for ourselves
and these things begin to weigh us down
until we are hauling around a fleece of monumental proportions,
our sins and worries,
mistakes and vulnerabilities
all tangled around us
obstructing our movement
and only the shepherd can set us free.
And the whole time
the good shepherd has been looking for us.
God is not willing to remain at a distance from us
and so is continually calling to us and searching us out.
That’s what we see in our gospel for today,
the story actually starts a chapter back,
with Jesus healing the man born blind,
we read that together about a month and a half ago,
Jesus sees a man blind from birth,
heals him, and when the man goes to the Pharisees
they don’t believe his testimony about Jesus
and kick him out of the temple,
Jesus goes and finds the man,
he seeks him out
and what we have today
is Jesus teaching the man born blind who he sought out
and the pharisees that kicked him out.
Be careful he tells the gathered crowd,
it is perilous to follow the wrong shepherd,
the implication being
that the pharisees are the wrong shepherds.
But they don’t get it.
So Jesus tries another image
saying “I am the gate for the sheep”
the gate open in the evening
allows the sheep into the sheepfold
and closed keeps them safe from anyone not supposed to be there.
Open in the morning it allows the sheep to access food and water.
And Jesus must have received more blank stares from his audience
because he summarizes it for them
whether he’s the shepherd or the gate
or any other number of images he says look
“I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly”
This is Jesus’ mission statement in the gospel of John.
The Word present at creation in the beginning
becomes flesh and lives among the people
so that they may have abundant life.
Jesus is the way to life
because he himself is life.
And as all of Jesus’ varied imagery shows us,
what abundant life looks like
depends on the time and place,
at night abundant life for the sheep is being gathered together
behind a closed gate that keeps out all the things that go bump in the night
that like to eat sheep.
During the day
abundant life looks like the ability to roam,
to find the tastiest bit of grass
or most refreshing drink of water,
but all the while the shepherd is there watching,
calling to the sheep
keeping them close
so that the shepherd can point them to abundant life
whatever that happens to look like in the moment,
and if one sheep wanders off,
the shepherd goes looking for it,
brings it back to the fold
and the care of the community.
We are like sheep,
to have full abundant life
we need the care of our good shepherd, Jesus,
who knows each of our names,
who calls and gathers us
and leads us to abundant life
and yes, sometimes that may actually feel restrictive
we long to leave the fold
and so we make a bid for freedom,
we strike out on our own
and Jesus notices,
calls out for us,
goes out in search of us
for as long as it takes
and when he finds us,
only he will be able to set us free
from the heavy load we are carrying,
the load that we created.
If you are a sheep who has wandered far and long
and now in this time of uncertainty
would like to return to the fold
but fear that the load you are carrying is too heavy
too much for even the good Shepherd,
it is not,
Jesus knows your name
and is calling you back
and there is no load so great
that Jesus can not set you free.
And if you are a sheep
who has remained close to the shepherd
but is starting to chaff at staying within the pen at night,
remember the shepherd guides us to abundant life,
even if it’s not quite like we imagine
the good shepherd has our best interests at heart.
Whatever kind of sheep we are
Jesus knows us,
and calls to us,
guiding us along
offering comfort and life abundant,
he truly is the good shepherd. Amen
Third Sunday in Easter
Acts 2:14a, 36-44
Psalm 116:1-4, 12-19
1 Peter 1:17-23
Alleluia Christ is Risen!
Christ is Risen Indeed Alleluia!
This third Sunday in the Easter season
finds us on the road,
the road to Emmaus.
Luke’s story of the two disciples
traveling away from Jerusalem
that first Easter evening
who are joined by a stranger on the road
who they tell of the events of the last three days,
their hopes and disappointment and confusion,
who then opens to them the scriptures
and when they arrive at their destination,
they invite the stranger to stay for the night and share a meal with them,
in the breaking of the bread it is revealed that Jesus
was the stranger with them all along
and so the disciples rush out into the night
back to Jerusalem and the community of disciples
who are sharing resurrection stories.
The Journey to Emmaus
is a story beloved of the church.
It seems like it has everything,
disciples coming from disbelief to belief,
a resurrection appearance of Jesus,
modeling accompaniment as a way of evangelism,
All these great things that we love to talk about,
for awhile it seemed like every assembly and conference I went to
used the story of the Walk to Emmaus
as the scriptural basis for their theme
and none of the themes were the same
but all fell under the heading of this is how we do church!
There are so many good things in the story,
but this year it seems to me
that the bits that we usually focus on
and rejoice in during the Easter season,
hospitality leading to the revelation of Jesus in the breaking of the bread,
the rush to return to community,
serve more to highlight that which we are missing right now
hitting the tender spots created by the grief caused by the pandemic.
Now don’t get me wrong,
as much as I long to be gathered together once again,
to break the bread,
to not just see but feel the presence of the body of Christ before me
in the gathered congregation,
I want to ensure that everyone will be here
to partake in that joyous occasion,
and that means staying separate for awhile longer.
It means continuing the lenten fast
beyond an arbitrary date on the calendar
journeying to a day both expected and unknown,
and in the meantime looking at old stories with new eyes.
Which is why, this year,
I take comfort in the first part of the story of the Road to Emmaus,
the journey part.
It’s Easter afternoon,
the resurrection has been announced to the women
who have shared it with the disciples
who don’t quite know what to do with the news.
For two of the disciples,
it marks the time to go home.
They followed Jesus,
heard him preach, saw him heal,
and were present for his arrest, conviction and crucifixion
the dashing of their hopes
that Jesus might be the messiah,
because of travel restrictions on the sabbath
they stayed in Jerusalem
but now it’s time to go back home,
to return to life before their hopes were raised
and so they leave,
even with the women and the other disciples finding the tomb empty,
it’s confusing but there will be some explanation,
dead is dead, no one comes back from that.
They are mulling all this over as they travel home
and a stranger,
who is Jesus but they don’t know that yet,
comes near to them and asks
“what are you discussing with each other while you walk along?”
and this question
brings them to a stand still,
“They stood still, looking sad.”
Their grief is such that this ordinary question:
what are you talking about?
Stops them in their tracks.
That’s the way it is with grief sometimes,
it surfaces in the midst of the ordinary
causing us to stand still and be sad for a moment
because we’ve forgotten that life goes on around us
even in the midst of our grief.
Cleopas asks “are you the only stranger in Jerusalem who does not know the things that have taken place in these days?”
showing just how consumed his world has been in Jesus,
Jerusalem is a large place,
there would have been many people who didn’t know about the execution of Jesus,
but it is inconceivable to Cleopas
that anyone should not know about it.
And here Jesus responds
not by revealing who he is
but by asking a simple question: What things?
And allows the disciples to tell the story
of their experience of Jesus,
their hopes raised and dashed,
their confusion of the morning.
Jesus listens to their lament,
the voicing of their grief
and when they finish,
Jesus turns them back to the scriptures,
reminds them of the words of the prophets,
reframes their experience in light of the promises of God,
helps them look at the scriptures with new eyes
as he is present with them on their journey.
We might wonder why Jesus didn’t reveal himself right away,
wouldn’t have that answered the disciples questions?
But perhaps Jesus knew that they were not yet ready
for a resurrection appearance,
they needed time to grieve first.
In his article on WorkingPreacher.org this week professor Matt Skinner, reflecting on this says:
“I’m so glad that Jesus doesn’t reveal himself to Cleopas and his companion right away but waits. Why does he wait? Jesus is neither testing, scolding, nor humiliating the shell-shocked couple. He is, literally, journeying with them. There he is, present, as they narrate their disappointment and confusion. He does not cut them off. He knows that explanations will not cure their foolishness and slowness to believe.
The time will come to redirect his friends, but first he lets them proceed one heavy step after another.”
Humans in tough situations need to lament before anything else
and lament takes time,
lament is the manure laid on the field
in preparation for planting the seeds of new life,
it doesn’t smell so great
but it is a necessary step to ensure
that the new life grows healthy and strong
past the initial sprout.
I think this is where we are at right now.
Even as we sing Alleluia
and proclaim the risen Christ,
we are also still on the road to Emmaus,
narrating our disappointment and confusion,
laying the ground work for new life together,
life that will last.
And whether we realize it or not,
Jesus is walking alongside us,
asking us questions that stop us in our tracks,
showing us new ways to look at the promises of God
and preparing us to receive the revelation of the risen Lord
in a way that sustains new life in Christ.
That day is coming,
the resurrected Christ sustains our hope,
and the resurrected Christ walks with us on the way. Amen
Pastor Emily Johnson preaches weekly at Christ Lutheran. These are manuscripts of her sermons given at Christ Lutheran. Feel free to engage with them in the comments section of the blog.